And this, ladies and gentlemen, is my happy bipolar stage where I feel happy and nothing worries me ... ERROR. This is the phase in which all anxiety but I do not know. Things seem to be difficult, but hey, at least I have you right? Today I woke
and all that and I felt bad yet ... I think I will not heal in a while. Baney I got dressed and all that and went with my family to the Mall and went shopping and to find a gift for Ritsu's birthday on Tuesday. There I saw cute little things but nothing I could to like Ritsu as I said ... so I only buy things for me: a beige blouse and gold stripes or something very nice , a gray polerón Spongebob (which I loved) I'm using now and a gummy vitamin for Hello Kitty ~ . I also measured myself and even a magic typewriter and left it: 1.56 m 42 kg ~ Do not gained weight! , 3
also added the MSN (Messenger) to Tsuki hoping you can forgive me and clear things up. I really wish that everything is OK between us and understand that I am still me. But I think the final will be a waste of time because you no longer want anything with me ...
Hey, Journal (if it is well call you) I've been very lonely lately. I do not know ... if I'm wrong or something, no one is there ... ugly, you know? Is different from the sadness that I liked. I can still feel and see what happens, and it smothers me and tearing me apart. I have horrible doubts and do not know how to resolve them. I do not want to be alone ... or maybe yes ... I could die and no one would care. Ash is with me when I'm wrong, but now, I think something is wrong or something and do not want to talk or is busy and that makes me feel a little bad, I do understand that this busy and tired and all, but the feeling is still there.
Anyway, I hope you are well SebastÃan/Ash/02/Green like that ... I will continue to insist because something tells me you're not well or not want to talk. * Sigh * I'm really worried and I think something happens.
try to stay optimistic and look for a solution for this.
I love you more Than I can tell ~
I can not live without you and I know That I never will ...
I want you so it scares me to death.
Hey, do not give up Because you Are loved.
It's the stupid details That My Heart Is for breaking.
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